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i hate everyone.
04:09
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i siphon water from your lungs to feed my family
i dont care what you say i dont need any clarity, no
i'm dressed at best i dont neglect your fret i guess i swear to heaven
youre the brotherhood the bretheren
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
it burns, it burns, it burns
i hate, i hate, i hate, what you have to say
i like, i like, i like you anyway
its legal obligation that you look me in the eye
you signed the paperwork that says that its ok for me to die
i wont speak with proper grammar i will spit and i will stammer
fuck the hammer the judge the sludge that mishandled it
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I am not anything nor am I nothing. sometimes I am everything yet the next thing I will shatter and I will fall and I will be dead at your feet and you will not cry for you will find another, another boy, another shoulder another love, another cock. Nothing but lust and I am shattered, cracking hollow like the mountains and killing your very soul, I am yours 'til you hate me.
I am ugly, you are clean
I am broken, your pristine
Pull me closer, I am not
Kill me slowly, and time will stop
We're alright now, we're ok
You still love me, you will stay
Please don't leave me, I am bored
You're not twisted, that's the law
Politician, keep me right
Overlook me, hold on tight
I'm not crazy, are you insane
It's just boredom, I'm afraid
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yeah i made them up as i went along but heres the poem from the beginning:
Yesterday I was blind. I thought there was health, the stickers that tell us were too good for each other or not good enough at all, which is it? Is it neither or am I crazy with the sounds of 100 voices telling me to keep it clean, keep it delicate. I stare up at gods grey face and I tell her, I am nobody, but I am representative of that dream, that fucked up irreplaceable need to be wanted, that total adoration of the lonely, the skin that split when you clenched your fists too tightly at the sight of oppression and exploitation. Fuck you and your creative concept of love, love is dead and you killed it. We are spirits, I am evil, you are stoned.
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static spew
03:39
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i'm just static residue i do what i want to.
filter back to your tv media conditioning.
someone peel that couch potato i love you but i also hate you.
somebody pull the plug on this the media just takes the piss.
no control, no control, no control, you'll get no control out of me.
(verse/line i cant remember if anyone works it out please email me)
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no teeth
03:35
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ive got no teeth in my head
it makes me feel like im dead
your self control is self unknown
this innocence youre losing
im out of touch
youre self obsessed
i try to eat
you cant be dressed
i hold my phone
im full of dread
yet still i have no
teeth in my head
im distraught to think i see a shrink
he tells me im not immaculate
then i find out as i wonder out
that he was a figment in my mind
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drearian Newcastle Upon Tyne, UK
excessive lo-fi obsessive. Armed with a guitar, a mic, some home made pedals and a tape recorder. grunge grudge to the masses, neon hatred to the underground, sending sound to servants of the mass media conglomerate we call modern life. ~ i am not anything, nor am i nothing, steal my boots, call me a freak, i dont mind as long as you listen to the stench i call my music. ~ ... more
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